by Jonathan Skinner
A newly married couple buy an approximately 175 year-old farmhouse in Westchester County, NY, and work to make it home. Neither is exactly handy. But they want to do as much as possible themselves, and to keep as much character and old house charm as possible. Much to learn and do.
Showing posts with label Poems. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Poems. Show all posts
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Forsythia Frost, Spring
Yesterday, the Forsythia bloomed.
It put me in mind, again, of the poem by Robert Frost, which I keep meaning to write about. I'll quote it again:
Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold
Her early leaf's a flower
But only so an hour
Then leaf subsides to leaf
So Adam sank to grief
So dawn goes down to day
Nothing gold can stay.
Every spring, like clockwork, this poem comes to me. I must have memorized it, along with others, in grade school. But I don't remember it being particularly memorable to me then. It only came back to me later, when I was a young adult and living on my own in my second apartment, a third-story nest in the top of an old house, and started to truly look at the world around me.
I noticed then, that very, very early in the spring, really late winter, before anything buds or blooms or sprouts or pushes up, the very thin furthest twig ends of certain trees start to redden. I was perched up there on the third story, and I'd look out at the horizon, a band of trees in the near distance, and the line against the sky was faintly pink, like a reverse sunset, and day by day became redder and redder until, one day, leaves appeared, the tiniest reddish bursts of color.
The second year this happened, I felt a strange kind of anticipation. This is spring coming, I'd think. It's got its own fore-runners! And I started to look around and see others. I think it was then that Frost's poem returned.
The town I grew up in, McDonald, Ohio, is a very small steel town. When we were young and growing up, its streets were lined with maple trees. Not young ones but not old ones. These were young adult trees, with robust, deep green leaves and round ball-shaped crowns, neatly marching up and down every street of the grid that mostly defines McDonald.
And I noticed a curious thing. The seeds of the maple flower before the leaves. They sprout like tiny wings, fluttering out day by day. But they're not wings, or leaves, or seeds. They're tiny little flowers. And they're not quite green. Not quite gold. They're spring.
This, I thought then, is what Robert Frost means. The seeds before the leaves. And for many years, this is what Frost's poem has meant to me.
But this year, as I pondered this poem that for me has become a seasonal pondering, I thought about the lowly forsythia. Most of the year a totally unspectacular shrub. Sometimes a wild haired scrawny child. Sometimes a tangled weed of a thing. But in the spring, before anything blooms, except perhaps the crocus, before its own leaves even, it floods the world with gold.
And that you can count on. It keeps coming back. It's pretty tough, that forsythia.
And yes, it fades, but other things come to take its place. And I just can't see that as a sad thing. And for me the Frost poem, too, is not a sad thing. It's a kind of renewal, in the spring of every year. A tradition. A chant. The harbinger.
So I say to Robert Frost, no, nothing gold can stay. But it can return. And it does. And that, that returning, that is spring, to me. And poetry.
It put me in mind, again, of the poem by Robert Frost, which I keep meaning to write about. I'll quote it again:
Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold
Her early leaf's a flower
But only so an hour
Then leaf subsides to leaf
So Adam sank to grief
So dawn goes down to day
Nothing gold can stay.
Every spring, like clockwork, this poem comes to me. I must have memorized it, along with others, in grade school. But I don't remember it being particularly memorable to me then. It only came back to me later, when I was a young adult and living on my own in my second apartment, a third-story nest in the top of an old house, and started to truly look at the world around me.
I noticed then, that very, very early in the spring, really late winter, before anything buds or blooms or sprouts or pushes up, the very thin furthest twig ends of certain trees start to redden. I was perched up there on the third story, and I'd look out at the horizon, a band of trees in the near distance, and the line against the sky was faintly pink, like a reverse sunset, and day by day became redder and redder until, one day, leaves appeared, the tiniest reddish bursts of color.
The second year this happened, I felt a strange kind of anticipation. This is spring coming, I'd think. It's got its own fore-runners! And I started to look around and see others. I think it was then that Frost's poem returned.
The town I grew up in, McDonald, Ohio, is a very small steel town. When we were young and growing up, its streets were lined with maple trees. Not young ones but not old ones. These were young adult trees, with robust, deep green leaves and round ball-shaped crowns, neatly marching up and down every street of the grid that mostly defines McDonald.
And I noticed a curious thing. The seeds of the maple flower before the leaves. They sprout like tiny wings, fluttering out day by day. But they're not wings, or leaves, or seeds. They're tiny little flowers. And they're not quite green. Not quite gold. They're spring.
This, I thought then, is what Robert Frost means. The seeds before the leaves. And for many years, this is what Frost's poem has meant to me.
But this year, as I pondered this poem that for me has become a seasonal pondering, I thought about the lowly forsythia. Most of the year a totally unspectacular shrub. Sometimes a wild haired scrawny child. Sometimes a tangled weed of a thing. But in the spring, before anything blooms, except perhaps the crocus, before its own leaves even, it floods the world with gold.
And that you can count on. It keeps coming back. It's pretty tough, that forsythia.
And yes, it fades, but other things come to take its place. And I just can't see that as a sad thing. And for me the Frost poem, too, is not a sad thing. It's a kind of renewal, in the spring of every year. A tradition. A chant. The harbinger.
So I say to Robert Frost, no, nothing gold can stay. But it can return. And it does. And that, that returning, that is spring, to me. And poetry.
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
What is Your Favorite Tree?
The Hudson was beautiful
this morning when I drove down the hill to the train, the Palisades tinged pink
with dawn light and white with snow. But I can't help thinking about that poem
of Robert Frost's, which I quoted in a post the other day here. My mind always turns
to that poem of Frost's this time of year, or has for a long time.
When I was a little girl
(bear with me on this), my favorite tree was the maple. My grandpa Brennan had
two massive maple trees in his front yard, and I think we must have had one in
ours, too, because one of my favorite things to do in the spring, after the
seeds had dried and fallen, was to throw handfuls of them up in the air and
watch them spin, lazily down.
And my mother, who must have
been hard pressed some days to keep my busy little mind occupied, showed me how
to peel the seeds, tearing away the brown fin, and the harder film underneath
that held the two halves of the seed together, pale green with its tiny tail of
a sprout tucked in. And she gave me glue and paper and showed me how to make designs
with the halves of the seeds glued into patterns.
That must have kept me busy
for a half hour anyway. We had a grey house in those days, probably built in
the early 20th century, with a porch and classic grey porch stairs. Or so I
remember it, anyway. And I'd sit on one step and use the next one up as my
desk. Pasting away. Then after awhile, mom would bring out a little tray with a
tea party on it, and I'd drag out my dolls and serve them all weak tea watered down
with tons of milk and sugar, and bits of toast cut into toast points spread
with honey. And I'd go around the circle of dolls offering each a sip and a
bite, and end the party by eating and drinking it all.
And that was how the maple
became my favorite tree. Although the
pine was a close second. That was because of Heidi.
I don't think I've ever seen
the movie, but in the book, one of the things Heidi loves the most is the roaring
of the wind in the pines behind her grandpa's hut. And in our side yard, that
same yard with the porch stairs, was a short line of young pines. I would creep
in under the pines, where the branches hung low, and study them. Ours didn't
roar. But they had a strange white pitch that seeped out from places where
branches had been sawn away that, when touched, would make my fingers stick
together in a curiously uncomfortable fashion.
Later on, in my 20's in
Chicago and then my 30's, in Pennsylvania, the pine became my favorite tree.
The early skyscrapers, which Chicago was so famous for, being the city of big shoulders
and all, were said to be modeled on the pine, with its long, deep taproot. The pine can
flex with the wind, and bend and not snap, because of this taproot. And I liked
thinking of the herd of tall Chicago buildings as a stand of pines, and even
later, of life as a pine--the deeper one's taproot, the more one can flex and
not break in the bitter winds. And when I moved to the Pennsylvania hills and
learned to hike in them, I would think of all this, as I hiked among the
forests of hemlock.
But now, in my late 40's
(I'll be 50 in June, yikes!), the oak has become my favorite tree. The oak is
very slow to grow. It takes an entire one of our lifetimes for an oak to grow
into its true maturity, and then, with luck, it is just getting started. And I
like the idea of a tree that persists like that. There is a stand of oaks
across the street from Pugsley, in what is known as the Campwoods Methodist Summer
Camp. These oaks are neither young nor old. They're sturdy and strong and
striking. I'll snap a shot or two for you.
One of their babies, I
think, has rooted under my yews, by the front porch, in its own little
protective nursery. And when it gets just a little bigger, I want to transplant
it into the front yard and give it space and time to grow.
Another day, I'll write
about the trees that have inhabited the Pugsley yard. For now, suffice it to say
that it feels to me that the yard and house wants an oak this time. Hopefully
if we're lucky that oak will be here with the house long after all of us are
gone.
So then, I've managed to
talk about everything but Frost this morning. I'll save that for another day.
We've got a wait for spring, it seems. And so there will be time enough for
that.
In the meanwhile, I'd be
curious to know what other people's favorite trees are, and why.
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Sunday, March 24, 2013
Forced forsythia: Rachel Blau DuPlessis
Today the forsythia inside have bloomed.
There's something compelling about forsythia, one of the earliest spring blooms. And only just this year, I learned that the branches can be brought in and forced, and so I tried it, and today I have flowers (and cats who cannot resist them, alas, so they--the flowers, that is--which have gone over twice already, have to be penned up in a room with a door). A good description of how to force forsythia can be found here, on About. com. Mine took about a week to bloom.
Here they are, still frosty, outdoors this morning:
A week ago, when I brought them in:
Yesterday morning:
And today:
It puts me in mind of a poem I once puzzled over by a poet whose work I came to love many, many years ago, when I was a young poet, Rachel Blau DuPlessis. This is a selection from the opening of a much longer poem, from her book Tabula Rosa (1987).
Crowbar
Snow on o-
pen
yellow for-
sythia.
'Sno
won
open force
scythe
ya.
No one
yell ow--you
yellow mortal thing
ringed in
dull earth's icy garland.
...
Even the lever is a gleaning.
"Thou" art the fulcrum.
She's writing about flowers and women. It's not all pretty, perhaps, but then it never has been. Today, I wonder if Rachel knew that forsythia can be forced. It's interesting, the uses that a flower can make, of words. I've thought about that syllable "force" buried in forsythia, ever since I read this poem. They're a powerful flower. And still, they blow me away, both, the words yes, and the flowers, too, every spring.
There's something compelling about forsythia, one of the earliest spring blooms. And only just this year, I learned that the branches can be brought in and forced, and so I tried it, and today I have flowers (and cats who cannot resist them, alas, so they--the flowers, that is--which have gone over twice already, have to be penned up in a room with a door). A good description of how to force forsythia can be found here, on About. com. Mine took about a week to bloom.
Here they are, still frosty, outdoors this morning:
A week ago, when I brought them in:
Yesterday morning:
And today:
It puts me in mind of a poem I once puzzled over by a poet whose work I came to love many, many years ago, when I was a young poet, Rachel Blau DuPlessis. This is a selection from the opening of a much longer poem, from her book Tabula Rosa (1987).
Crowbar
Snow on o-
pen
yellow for-
sythia.
'Sno
won
open force
scythe
ya.
No one
yell ow--youyellow mortal thing
ringed in
dull earth's icy garland.
...
Even the lever is a gleaning.
"Thou" art the fulcrum.
She's writing about flowers and women. It's not all pretty, perhaps, but then it never has been. Today, I wonder if Rachel knew that forsythia can be forced. It's interesting, the uses that a flower can make, of words. I've thought about that syllable "force" buried in forsythia, ever since I read this poem. They're a powerful flower. And still, they blow me away, both, the words yes, and the flowers, too, every spring.
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